ouch

hm yeah, been a while o.o

First of all, my muse is a wreck lately. Have no passion or input to draw or write ._. well, I try but somehow it's not working at the moment. Hopefully it will come back ><

Therapy is going... well. It's going. We didn't make much progress, but she made a sh*tload of money... hurr hurr. Good for her I suppose. I try to cooperate though, it's just kinda... hard at times. Let's stay with that.

Today I went out horse riding alone with Conquestador (he's a former race-trotter), and fell off. Got right back onto the saddle in my shock state but I think that my poor baby was even more shocked than me he refused to trot or canter the whole way up and back to the stables. After that my riding teacher and I had a nice trip looking for her daughter and her friends who went out with the ponies for a little hike. God, we spent an HOUR looking for them across the logging roads, that girl just turned off her phone =_=; we found them, well THEY found us because we picked the wrong way first. They were riding along another path before they took off to the road they originally had in mind. Sooo... two adventures at one day. Splendid, right? Oo

Now I'm sitting here with a swollen leg. Seems like Conquestador hit my shin with his hoof. It's swollen and got a nice shade of black and purple. Tomorrow I wanted to go out with him again but... egh. I'll better wait and see how it looks like tomorrow. Gotta get an icepack >_<

But I try to see the good side of it. Was about time to get thrown off, ye? The last time was 3 years ago, so WAAAAY overdue. Phehehe

Anyways... almost forgot. My psychiatrist/neurologist suggested that I should go to rehab which takes 6 weeks. I'd even like to go but yeah.... finding a replacement for that time period? My boss/sister won't let me. Isn't that awesome?